Befuddled

I am incapable of thinking clearly. Someone asked me yesterday what my future goals were with the horn, and for the first time in six years I didn't know how to respond. I thought I had my future all figured out, but it turns out that I'm getting a little lost.

I want a simple life. I'm so caught up in this whirlwind known as college, and I just can't stand it. College kids are so idiotic sometimes. I mean, last night Aaron and I went to a club in downtown BG to see this group that he really loves. It was chalk-full of college kids screaming and grinding, and he and I were pretty underwhelmed by the whole experience. Before we went there, though, we were out in Maumee at another club/bar place called "The Village Idiot" which was seriously the coolest place. It has a live music venue, and the group was called "Eastern Block" i think. They were very Israeli in sound, but it was a chill place and the average age was probably 30 or so. We were there for a few hours before heading back to BG, and I think in the end we sorta regretted leaving so early.

Ah well.

Anywho, moral of that story : College kids are dumb.

I wish I could be happy.